CHAPTER XX. CHAPTER OF ACCIDENTS.
Virtue never appears so amiable as
when reaching forth her hand to raise a fallen sister.
[20.1]
WHEN
[20.2]
"My dear
Charlotte must not be surprised, if she does not see me again for some time:
unavoidable business
[<impressive novelistic "ventriloquism" of character's voice]
will prevent me that pleasure: be assured I am quite well
this morning; and what your fond imagination magnified into illness, was nothing
more than fatigue, which a few hours rest has entirely removed. Make yourself
happy, and be certain of the unalterable friendship of
[20.3]
"MONTRAVILLE."
[20.4]
"FRIENDSHIP!"
said
[20.5]
Though these
were the ideas that involuntarily rushed upon the mind of Charlotte as she
perused the fatal note, yet after a few hours had elapsed, the siren
[alluring goddess]
Hope again took possession of her
bosom, and she flattered herself she could, on a second perusal, discover an air
of tenderness in the few lines he had left, which at first had escaped her
notice.
[20.6]
"He certainly
cannot be so base as to leave me," said she, "and in styling himself my friend
does he not promise to protect me. I will not torment myself with these
causeless fears; I will place a confidence in his honor; and sure he will not be
so unjust as to abuse it."
[20.7]
Just as she
had by this manner of reasoning brought her mind to some tolerable degree of
composure, she was surprised by
a visit
from Belcour. The dejection visible in Charlotte's countenance, her swollen
eyes and neglected attire, at once told him she was unhappy: he made no doubt
but Montraville had, by his coldness, alarmed her suspicions, and was resolved,
if possible, to rouse her to jealousy, urge her to reproach him, and by that
means occasion [cause]
a breach
[break]
between them. "If I can once
convince her that she has a rival," said he, "she will listen to my passion if
it is only to revenge his slights."
Belcour knew but little of the female heart; and what he did know was only
of those of loose and dissolute lives. He had no idea that
a woman might fall a victim to
imprudence, and yet retain so strong a sense of honor, as to reject with horror
and contempt every solicitation to a second fault. He never imagined that a
gentle, generous female heart, once tenderly attached, when treated with
unkindness might break, but would never harbor a thought of revenge.
[20.8]
His visit was
not long, but before he went he fixed
[planted]
a scorpion in the
heart of
[20.9]
We will now
return for a moment to Colonel Crayton. He had been three months married, and in
that little time had discovered that the conduct of his lady was not so prudent
as it ought to have been: but remonstrance was vain; her temper was violent; and
to the Colonel's great misfortune he had conceived a sincere affection for her:
she saw her own power, and, with the art of a Circe
[enchantress],
made every action appear to him in what light she pleased: his acquaintance
laughed at his blindness, his friends pitied his infatuation, his amiable
daughter, Mrs. Beauchamp, in secret deplored the loss of her father's affection,
and grieved that he should be so entirely swayed by an artful, and, she much
feared, infamous woman.
[20.10]
Mrs.
Beauchamp was mild and engaging; she loved not the hurry and bustle of a city,
and had prevailed on her husband to take a house a few miles from New-York.
Chance* led her into the same
neighborhood with Charlotte; their houses stood within a short space of each
other, and their gardens joined: she had not been long in her new habitation
before the figure of Charlotte struck her; she recollected her interesting
features; she saw the melancholy so conspicuous in her countenance, and her
heart bled at the reflection, that perhaps deprived of honor, friends, all that
was valuable in life, she was doomed to linger out a wretched existence in a
strange land, and sink broken-hearted into an untimely grave. "Would to heaven I
could snatch her from so hard a fate," said she; "but
the merciless world has barred the doors
of compassion against a poor weak girl, who, perhaps, had she one kind friend to
raise and reassure her, would gladly return to peace and virtue; nay, even
the woman who dares to pity, and endeavor to recall a wandering sister, incurs
the sneer of contempt and ridicule, for an action in which even angels are said
to rejoice."
[20.11]
The longer
Mrs. Beauchamp was a witness to the solitary life Charlotte led, the more she
wished to speak to her, and often as she saw her cheeks wet with the tears of
anguish, she would say—"Dear sufferer, how gladly would I pour into your heart
the balm of consolation, were it not for the fear of derision."
[20.12]
But
an accident
[cf. "chance" in 20.10] soon happened which made
her resolve to brave even the scoffs of the world, rather than not enjoy the
heavenly satisfaction of comforting a desponding fellow-creature.
[20.13]
Mrs.
Beauchamp was an early riser. She was one morning walking in the garden, leaning
on her husband's arm, when the sound of a harp attracted their notice: they
listened attentively, and heard a soft melodious voice distinctly sing the
following stanzas:
Thou glorious orb, supremely bright,
[orb = sun]
Just rising from the sea,
To cheer all nature with thy light,
What are thy beams to me?
In vain thy glories bid me rise,
To hail the new-born day,
Alas! my morning sacrifice
Is still to weep and pray.
For what are nature's charms combined,
To one, whose weary breast
Can neither peace nor comfort find,
Nor friend whereon to rest?
Oh! never! never! whilst I live
Can my heart's anguish cease:
Come, friendly death, thy mandate give,
And let me be at peace.
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"'Tis poor
[20.15]
Captain
Beauchamp was alarmed at her emotion. "What
[20.16]
In the accent
of a pitying angel did she disclose to her husband Charlotte's unhappy
situation, and the frequent wish she had formed of being serviceable to her. "I
fear," continued she, "the poor girl has been basely betrayed; and if I thought
you would not blame me, I would pay her a visit, offer her my friendship, and
endeavor to restore to her heart that peace she seems to have lost, and so
pathetically laments.
Who knows, my
dear," laying her hand affectionately on his arm, "who knows but she has left
some kind, affectionate parents to lament her errors, and would she return, they
might with rapture receive the poor penitent, and wash away her faults in tears
of joy. Oh! what a glorious reflection would it be for me could I be the
happy instrument of restoring her. Her heart may not be depraved, Beauchamp."
[20.17]
"Exalted
woman!" cried Beauchamp, embracing her, "how dost thou rise every moment in my
esteem. Follow the impulse of thy generous heart, my Emily. Let prudes and fools
censure if they dare, and blame a sensibility they never felt; I will exultingly
tell them that the heart that is truly virtuous is ever inclined to pity and
forgive the errors of its fellow-creatures."
[20.18]
A beam of
exulting joy played round the animated countenance of Mrs. Beauchamp, at these
encomiums [praises]
bestowed on her by a beloved
husband, the most delightful sensations pervaded her heart, and, having
breakfasted, she prepared to visit
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