Part 2. Complete "Learning about Tragedy" Essay: Revise, improve, & extend essay begun in Midterms 1 & 2 on learning experience with tragedy, extending to include Hippolytos, Phaedra, and Desire Under the Elms. (Revise / improve midterm2 draft & add at least 5 paragraphs for 12+ paragraph total.)
Shelby Hollen
Tragedy 101
Before I took this course I thought tragedy was going to be all about the bad
things that happen to people, or that people in the past have done. I did not
view tragedy as being humorous, just plain right sad and depressing. Which is
one of the reasons why I wanted to take this class. I knew there had to be more
to what tragedy is than just depressing stories about how someone killed someone
else. Not to my surprise I was right—there is so much more to tragedy than just
sorrow.
One thing that I have learned so far in this class is how well I can relate to
the stories. I never would have thought before taking this class that I would
relate as easily to tragedy, I do not view myself as a tragic person, honestly.
But once I started reading all the different plays I realized that everyone
could relate to tragedy. Tragedy is about loss, pain, and coping, which is
something that everyone has gone through at some point in their lives if not
more than one time.
I have heard of some of the plays we have read in class before, like Agamemnon,
but not actually read it myself. I am glad this was the first play we were
assigned to read actually. It was something I really did not know anything
about, I had heard of it but was not aware of how it would turn out. I must
admit there were certain parts in the play that I had to close my jaw while
reading. For example, when Agamemnon had to kill his daughter in the beginning,
yes this was a tragedy; a parent never wishes to live to see their child die.
But even in this tragic moment I learned that he was being a hero in a sense at
the same time. He had to kill his own flesh in blood but in return saved many
more as well.
When it comes to tragedy it does not always have to be dark. For example, in
Mourning Becomes Electra, I personally thought this story was a more detailed
but lighter version of Agamemnon. While reading this play I saw it in a new
light. I thought that the killing of Ezra was more of a crime of passion in love
than just revenge. When reading it in Agamemnon I felt that the murder was more
revenge than out of love. Now that I am reading more tragedy I am learning that
the tragic event is done as a consequence or retaliation. This class has started
to teach me to look more in depth at the characters, before I viewed tragedy as
the bad guy, there was always a bad guy who was going to come in and ruin
something for some reason, in result causing a tragedy. But I was wrong: there
really is not a bad guy in tragedy just humans.
It amazes me how much more I have learned in just a short eight weeks about
tragedy. Just when I thought I had learned enough about tragedy and was ready to
move on to the next part of the class there was still so much more that was yet
to come. In the last five weeks I have be reintroduced to Oedipus the King and
then introduced for the first time to Antigone and Oedipus at Colonus. When I
saw that I was going to have to reread things I have already read and learned
about before, I honestly was a little put out. I did not want to have to reread
something I have already studied and been taught. However, after rereading I
realized there was so much more to the story than what met the eye to a young
high school girl.
When reading Oedipus the King I did roughly remember reading the story in High
School. However, I did not remember it being so gruesome. Before rereading it I
completely understood why this was chosen for a tragedy course. It is a
tragic story. Oedipus kills his father, but does not realize it was his father.
If that is not tragic I’m not sure what is. Then he goes and marries his mother,
and has children with her. In my opinion this is more disturbing than tragedy.
However, looking at it now that I am older and have found love, it is a tragedy
that he marries his mother. He fell in love with this woman who he thought he
would spend the rest of his days with. Then his hopes and dreams for the future
are shattered the minute he finds out who she really is. Then ending their fairy
tale by Jocasta killing herself and Oedipus gashing his eyes out. This is not
how I remembered feeling about it in High School.
I was not aware that there were sequels to the Oedipus plays. Antigone was an
interesting play. I felt like I really connected to the play more when I saw the
few clips of the play that were shown in class. This play was honestly not one
of my favorite plays of the semester after just reading it. I understood the
dramatic scenes better once I saw it portrayed but the characters. The scene
that really made me realize that tragedy can affect family so badly was when
Creon and Haemon have their fight about Antigone. This scene in my opinion was
tragedy in its best. The way that Haemon stood up for Antigone was passionate.
But then when he told his father that he would have to kill him as well if he
was going to kill her, turned it into sort of a romance tragedy. But then his
father was so stubborn that he would not at least come around to his son’s way
of thinking just this one time, was tragic. Creon ended up pretty much
portraying to the audience that his way was more important that having his son
in his life. This was relatable to anyone who has gone through a tough time with
their parents, because they may have not agreed or understood their decisions or
way of thinking.
Oedipus at Colonus was a play I did not even know existed until a few weeks ago.
This play was more of a journey in my opinion. Unlike the other plays where
there were trials and tribulations going on, and then adding in some tragic
moments with conflicts, this play seemed like it was the happiest it could be
for a happy ending for Oedipus. Besides the few conflicts Sophocles added in
there. I felt really bad for Oedipus this entire play. Here he just wants to end
his life where he wants to and Creon is demanding he come back to Thebes to end
the plague that he started. But the most heartbreaking this in my opinion in
this plat was the fact that his daughters were the ones taking care of him and
getting him to Thebes, while his sons fight over the thrown. I did not view this
play as an overall tragic play, however. I saw it as a play that overcomes
regret, by letting go of the past. I really enjoyed The Gospel at Colonus, I
thought it helped understand the play in a more modern way. This is a play that
I would love to be able to fit in a High School class.
My misconception of what I remembered plays being like, that are completely
different now that I am an adult and have experience more life altering
situations makes me understand this subject so much more. I have been blown away
by all the information I have learned and how I can apply this information in my
future classroom. Every time I learn more it gets me that much more excited to
be in my own classroom and teaching my students. One of the most valuable things
I have learned so far in this class is not just about tragedy and what it is,
but that its interpretation is different for everyone, and that is something
that should be embraced.
One thing I did not expect to like was Nietzsche’s
Birth of Tragedy. However, I was not
always fond of having to analyze what he was really saying while reading it. I
very much enjoyed listening to my fellow classmates’ interpretation of what he
was saying. It made me get a better understanding of him and made the readings a
little easier the more I read them. This is something I want to take and use in
my own classroom. There will be times when we have to read something that is
challenging. Having students work together on understanding it gives them a
better understanding of it and they walk away with so much more than they would
have before.
Desire Under the Elms was one of my favorite plays we read this semester.
I really enjoyed the videos of the play even more. It is a more relatable play
because it is not hundreds of years old. It is scandalous in the sense that
Abbie and Eben want each other. It gives the reader some drama, and speculation.
This is a play that I feel would be very easy to teach in High School. One of
the things I will take away from this course is, there are plenty of really good
modern plays that can be taught alongside with the traditional plays.
As a student who is pursuing a teaching degree I have learned so much
more than I ever thought I could this semester. I have not only learned about
the genres, terms, themes, and Nietzche, but I have also taken into
consideration a teaching style that works so well. There are many times that I
go to different classes and always pick out what I feel like does not work, and
I find it odd to admit that there is not one thing about my time in this course
that made me feel that way. This course did not just teach me about literature;
however, it taught me how to become a better teacher as well.
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