Austin Green
Looking Back (And Further Back)
In all honesty, this class ended up being completely different than what
I imagined or thought it was going to be when I originally signed up. Even after
the first class and reading the syllabus what I thought the class would be
about, for me at least, ended up being what felt like a minor part. I thought we
would go over some early novels, talk about them, write papers about them, and
be on our way. Another three to five books in my arsenal of literature I can
talk about confidently without notice. Able to make connections using these new
books to the ones I had previously learned. Not that there is anything wrong
with that. I do not mean to belittle that, I just say it because I have just
found that in the majority of my literature classes that was the final outcome.
What the class became for me, the major point that continued sticking out was
the battle of dominant culture versus multicultural. Which is taught? Which
should be taught? Mixing these questions with the documents we went over in
class created a really interesting conversation in my head. By the end of the
class, when we started getting into the actual novels, it almost felt like a
cheat to me. Oh, these are two easy, these are actual books. Let’s find more
letters or written stories. Let’s dive into what we can take from these in
regards to not only literature, but history.
I was fully ingrained with this mindset when I turned in my midterm. In
my first essay, I wrote about the layers to history I was taught growing up (and
even being taught now). How being told one thing, even though it might not be
exactly true, seems to be done in order to build a foundation of knowledge. Once
the foundation is built, then you can make little tweaks to it without the
entire thing collapsing. The documents I wrote about in this essay (and in the
second part of the essay), surprisingly became my favorite parts of the
semester. Columbus’s contradictions in his letters. John Smith’s own portrayal
of himself versus how he was seen in pop culture, and reading about my own
hometown’s history in Cabeza de Vaca’s La Relacion. Looking at these documents
not only in a historical context, but as literature, truly gave them all new
meaning to me. These are all firsthand accounts, written by the “hero.” It is
true that the winners or survivors get to write history; we see it here again
and again.
I wish the second half of the semester
had more of these type of documents. I know it is a literature class, and not
history, but with the buildup from the first half of the semester I only felt we
lost steam in the second with the novels. While I enjoyed the novel on its own
merits, Charlotte Temple was made
even more interesting with knowledge of Susanna Rowson’s personal history.
Knowing she too lived in both America and England gave the story some of that
same personal sense of questioning the history that was presented that the
earlier documents had. Being presented as a novel though, as fiction, it loses
some of the intrigue that I found in the documents mentioned previously. I added
Charlotte’s Daughter to my reading
list and fully intend to read it, likely over the coming month before summer
classes begin.
The
second half of the semester also brought our second research post. I struggled
with the assignment on our first post, and was glad we were not graded until the
second. With my first one, I thought we were reviewing the sources we found, not
exactly writing about what we found. Writing about researching, but not about
the research. It made for an awkward paper, and I think if one goes and reads my
first post, you can tell even I felt awkward leaving out most of the relevant
information, and just writing about the journey. I did not even give the post an
interesting title, just “Charles Brockden Brown” (a placeholder title while I
wrote the post that I overlooked updating when finished). After getting feedback
I understood I was viewing the posts in the wrong light. For my second post, I
read a book by an author we were reading further in the class. I like gothic
writing, and thought this would keep my interest.
Wieland was a tough book to start. I
almost wrote about changing my topic to something different, but ultimately
decided it was a book I wanted to have in my “have read” column in life, so I
stuck with it. I was glad I did. As tough as it was to get going, once I was
invested in the story and used to the writing, it flew by.
My
favorite part of this research was the Paste Magazine article that referred to
him as the father American Gothic fiction, where he was (quoted from my research
post) “given credit for taking the elements of European gothic and changing them
enough to relate to the new America.”
I think that the same could be said was done in Charles Brockden Brown’s
Edgar Huntly. Right away I could see
some similarities in the format of the novel with some of the previous readings
in class. The novel is presented as letters, much like Columbus’s letters from
the first half of class. This just made me think of the Columbus letters as even
more works of literature than before. Like
Charlotte Temple, the most
interesting aspect of this novel was that it was written by someone from
America, living there since birth. It had the same pitfalls as
Temple for me as well though. It’s
presented as fiction, not as fact. After reading two of his novels, I think this
is definitely the better read for class. Maybe it was because I had already read
Wieland, but this was easier for me
to start and get through.
Ultimately, the class became something far more interesting than just reading a
few novels and talking about them. I found it tougher to try and take the novels
and add them to the discussion of dominant culture vs multicultural, which
America do we teach. This was not because of the novels themselves, but based on
how much stronger I felt the “historical” documents drove home the ideas and
questioning of what we are taught. While it surprised me, and I am sure some of
my classmates were thrilled to finally get to the novels, I do not think I was
alone in the class in thinking they seemed a misfire to me after what we went
through beforehand. Looking back over the semester, if I could change anything,
I would probably have done a different second research post. As glad as I am to
have read Wieland, I think I would
have gotten the same reaction from only reading
Edgar Huntly. I think a better course
of action for my interests would have been to try and find more firsthand
accounts of early American life. Also, I would’ve made sure to do my
presentation strictly on “Classical” classical music. Much like my first
research post, I just took it in a direction it didn’t need to go. At least for
my presentation, I did it to try and make the information connect better with
that class, not just because I misunderstood the assignment.
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