Upon this rock the bearded hermit built
His Eden:
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Goats, corn crop, fort, parasol, garden,
Bible for Sabbath, all the joys
But one
Which sent him howling for a human voice.
Exiled by a flaming sun
35
The rotting nut, bowled in the surf,
Became his own brain rotting from the guilt
Of heaven without his kind,
Crazed by such paradisal calm
The spinal shadow of a palm
40
Built keel and gunwale in his mind. [keel=lowest longitudinal
timber of a ship or boat; gunwale=upper edge of ship's
side]The second Adam since the fall [Christ?
see 1 Corinthians 15:45]
His germinal
Corruption held the seed
Of that congenital heresy that men fail
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According to their creed.
Craftsman and castaway,
All heaven in his head,
He watched his shadow pray
Not for God's love but human love instead.
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II
We came here for the cure
Of quiet in the whelk's centre,
[whelk = mollusk with turbinate
shell--see photo below]
From the fierce, sudden quarrel,
From kitchens where the mind,
Like bread, disintegrates in water,
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To let a salt sun scour
The brain as harsh as coral,
To bathe like stones in wind,
To be, like beast or natural object, pure.
That fabled, occupational
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Compassion, supposedly inherited with the gift
Of poetry, had fed
With a rat's thrift on faith, shifted
Its trust to corners, hoarded
Its mania like bread,
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Its brain a white, nocturnal bloom
That in a drunken, moonlit room
Saw my son's head
Swaddled in sheets
Like a lopped nut, lolling in foam.
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O love, we die alone!
I am borne by the bell
Backward to boyhood
To the grey wood
Spire, harvest and marigold,
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To those whom a cruel
Just God could gather
To His blue breast, His beard
A folding cloud,
As He gathered my father,
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Irresolute and proud,
I can never go back.
I have lost sight of hell,
Of heaven, of human will,
My skill
85
Is not enough,
I am struck by this bell
To the root.
Crazed by a racking sun,
I stand at my life's noon,
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On parched delirious sand
My shadow lengthens.
III
Art is profane and pagan,
The most it has revealed
Is what a crippled Vulcan
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Beat on Achilles' shield.
[Iliad, book 18,
lines 478-608]
By these blue, changing graves
Fanned by the furnace blast
Of heaven, may the mind
Catch fire till it cleaves
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Its mould of clay at last.
Now Friday's progeny,
[progeny = children, offspring]
The brood of Crusoe's slave,
Black little girls in pink
Organdy, crinolines,
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Walk in their air of glory
Beside a breaking wave;
Below their feet the surf
Hisses like tambourines.
At dusk, when they return
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For vespers, every dress
[vespers = evening prayers or
devotions]
Touched by the sun will burn
A seraph's, an angel's,
[seraph = one of seraphim,
highest class of angels, symbolized red for burning with
love]
And nothing I can learn
From art or loneliness
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Can bless them as the bell's
Transfiguring tongue can bless.
whelk shells (line 52)