[2.1]
My education had received as much attention from my parents, as their situation
in a new country would admit. I had been at school some, where I learned to read
in a book . . . and in the Bible I had read a little. I had also learned the
Catechism, which I used frequently to repeat to my parents, and every night,
before I went to bed, I was obliged to stand up before my mother and repeat some
words that I suppose was a prayer.
[2.2]
My reading, Catechism and prayers, I have long since forgotten; though for a
number of the first years that I lived with the Indians, I repeated the prayers
as often as I had an opportunity. After the revolutionary war, I remembered the
names of some of the letters when I saw them; but have never read a word since I
was taken prisoner. It is but a few years since a Missionary kindly gave me a
Bible, which I am very fond of hearing my neighbors read to me, and should be
pleased to learn to read it myself; but my sight has been for a number of years,
so dim that I have not been able to distinguish one letter from another.
[oral/spoken culture: scriptural world-religions often motivate converts to
learn to read.]
. . . .
[2.3]
. . . Our family, as usual, was busily employed about their common business.
Father was shaving an axe-helve
[axe-handle]
at the side of the house; mother was making preparations for breakfast;—my two
oldest brothers were at work near the barn; and the little ones, with myself,
and the woman and her three children
[a neighboring family who moved in],
were in the house.
[2.4]
Breakfast was not yet ready, when we were alarmed by the discharge of a number
of guns, that seemed to be near. Mother and the women before mentioned, almost
fainted at the report, and every one trembled with fear. On opening the door,
the man
[husband/father of the neighbor family]
and horse lay dead near the house, having just been shot by the Indians.
[2.5]
I was afterwards informed that the Indians discovered him at his own house with
his gun and pursued him to father's, where they shot him as I have related. They
first secured my father, and then rushed into the house, and without the least
resistance made prisoners of my mother, Robert, Matthew, Betsey, the woman and
her three children, and myself, and then commenced plundering.
[2.6]
My two brothers, Thomas and John, being at the barn, escaped and went to
Virginia, where my grandfather Erwin then lived, as I was informed by a Mr.
Fields, who was at my house about the close of the revolutionary war.
[2.7]
The party that took us consisted of six Indians and four Frenchmen, who . . .
took what they considered most valuable; consisting principally of bread, meal
and meat. Having taken as much provision as they could carry, they set out with
their prisoners in great haste . . . and soon entered the woods. On our march
that day, an Indian went behind us with a whip, with which he frequently lashed
the children to make them keep up. In this manner we traveled till dark without
a mouthful of food or a drop of water; although we had not eaten since the night
before. Whenever the little children cried for water, the Indians would make
them drink urine or go thirsty.
[2.8]
At night they encamped in the woods without fire and without shelter, where we
were watched with the greatest vigilance. Extremely fatigued, and very hungry,
we were compelled to lie upon the ground supperless and without a drop of water
to satisfy the cravings of our appetites. . . . Fatigue alone brought us a
little sleep for the refreshment of our weary limbs; and at the dawn of day we
were again started on our march . . . . About sunrise we were halted, and the
Indians gave us a full breakfast of provision that they had brought from my
father's house. Each of us being very hungry, partook of this bounty of the
Indians, except father, who was so much overcome with his situation—so much
exhausted by anxiety and grief, that silent despair seemed fastened upon his
countenance, and he could not be prevailed upon to refresh his sinking nature by
the use of a morsel of food. Our repast being finished, we again resumed our
march, and, before noon passed a small fort that I heard my father say was
called
[2.9]
That was the only time that I heard him speak from the time we were taken till
we were finally separated the following night.
[2.10]
Towards evening we arrived at the border of a dark and dismal swamp . . . into
which we were conducted; and having gone a short distance we stopped to encamp
for the night.
[2.11]
Here we had some bread and meat for supper: but the dreariness of our situation,
together with the uncertainty under which we all labored, as to our future
destiny, almost deprived us of the sense of hunger, and destroyed our relish for
food.
[2.12]
Mother, from the time we were taken, had manifested a great degree of fortitude,
and encouraged us to support our troubles without complaining; and by her
conversation seemed to make the distance and time shorter, and the way more
smooth. . . . Here, as before, she insisted on the necessity of our eating
. . .
.
[2.13]
As soon as I had finished my supper, an Indian took off my shoes and stockings
and put a pair of moccasins on my feet, which my mother observed; and believing
that they would spare my life, even if they should destroy the other captives,
addressed me as near as I can remember in the following words:—
[2.14]
"My dear little Mary, I fear that the time has arrived when we must be parted
forever. Your life, my child, I think will be spared; but we shall probably be
tomahawked . . . . O! how can I part with you, my darling? What will become of
my sweet little Mary? . . . but, if you leave us, remember my child your own
name, and the name of your father and mother. Be careful and not forget your
English tongue. If you shall have an opportunity to get away from the Indians,
don't try to escape; for if you do they will find and destroy you. Don't forget,
my little daughter, the prayers that I have learned
[taught]
you—say them often; be a good child, and God will bless you. May God bless you,
my child, and make you comfortable and happy."
[2.15]
During this time, the Indians stripped the shoes and stockings from the little
boy that belonged to the woman who was taken with us, and put moccasins on his
feet, as they had done before on mine. I was crying. An Indian took the little
boy and myself by the hand, to lead us off from the company, when my mother
exclaimed, "Don't cry Mary—don't cry my child. God will bless you!
Farewell—farewell!"
[2.16]
The Indian led us some distance into the bushes, or woods, and there lay down
with us to spend the night. The recollection of parting with my tender mother
kept me awake . . . . A number of times in the night the little boy begged of me
earnestly to run away with him and get clear of the Indians; but remembering the
advice I had so lately received, . . . I told him that I would not go, and
persuaded him to lie still till morning.
[2.17]
Early the next morning the Indians and Frenchmen that we had left the night
before, came to us; but our friends were left behind. It is impossible for any
one to form a correct idea of what my feelings were at the sight of those
savages, whom I supposed had murdered my parents and brothers, sister, and
friends, and left them in the swamp to be devoured by wild beasts!
[2.18]
But what could I do? A poor little defenseless girl; without the power or means
of escaping; without a home to go to, even if I could be liberated; without a
knowledge of the direction or distance to my former place of residence; and
without a living friend to whom to fly for protection, I felt a kind of horror,
anxiety, and dread, that, to me, seemed insupportable. I durst
[dared]
not cry—I durst
[dared]
not complain; and to inquire of them the fate of my friends (even if I could
have mustered resolution) was beyond my ability, as I could not speak their
language, nor they understand mine. My only relief was in silent stifled sobs.
[2.19]
My suspicions as to the fate of my parents proved too true; for soon after I
left them they were killed and scalped, together with Robert, Matthew, Betsey,
and the woman and her two children . . . .
[2.20]
Having given the little boy and myself some bread and meat for breakfast, they
led us on as fast as we could travel, and one of them went behind and with a
long staff, picked up all the grass and weeds that we trailed down by going over
them. By taking that precaution they avoided detection . . . .
[2.21]
After a hard day's march we encamped in a thicket, where the Indians made a
shelter of boughs, and then built a good fire to warm and dry our benumbed limbs
and clothing; for it had rained some through the day. Here we were again fed as
before. When the Indians had finished their supper they took from their baggage
a number of scalps and went about preparing them for the market, or to keep
without spoiling, by straining them over small hoops which they prepared for
that purpose, and then drying and scraping them by the fire.
[2.22]
Having put the scalps, yet wet and bloody, upon the hoops, and stretched them to
their full extent, they held them to the fire till they were partly dried and
then with their knives commenced scraping off the flesh; and in that way they
continued to work, alternately drying and scraping them, till they were dry and
clean. That being done they combed the hair in the neatest manner, and then
painted it and the edges of the scalps yet on the hoops, red. Those scalps I
knew at the time must have been taken from our family by the color of the hair.
My mother's hair was red; and I could easily distinguish my father's and the
children's from each other. That sight was most appalling; yet, I was obliged to
endure it without complaining.
[2.23]
In the course of the night they made me to understand that they should not have
killed the family if the whites had not pursued them.
[2.24]
Mr. Fields, whom I have before mentioned
[see above, 2.6],
informed me that at the time we were taken, he lived in the vicinity of my
father; and that on hearing of our captivity, the whole neighborhood turned out
in pursuit of the enemy, and to deliver us if possible: but that their efforts
were unavailing. They however pursued us to the dark swamp, where they found my
father, his family and companions, stripped and mangled in the most inhuman
manner: That from thence the march of the cruel monsters could not be traced in
any direction; and that they returned to their homes with the melancholy tidings
of our misfortunes, supposing that we had all shared in the massacre. . . .
[2.25]
In the morning we again set out early, and traveled as on the two former days,
though the weather was extremely uncomfortable, from the continual falling of
rain and snow.
[2.26]
At night the snow fell fast, and the Indians built a shelter of boughs, and a
fire, where we rested tolerably dry through that and the two succeeding nights.
[2.27]
When we stopped, . . . I was so much fatigued from running, and so far benumbed
by the wet and cold, that I expected that I must fail and die . . . . The fire,
however, soon restored the circulation, and after I had taken my supper . . . I
rested well through the night.
[2.28]
On account of the storm, we were two days at that place. On one of those days, a
party consisting of six Indians who had been to the frontier settlements, came
to where we were, and brought with them one prisoner, a young white man who was
very tired and dejected. His name I have forgotten.
[2.29]
Misery certainly loves company. I was extremely glad to see him, though I knew
from his appearance, that his situation was as deplorable as mine, and that he
could afford me no kind of assistance. In the afternoon the Indians killed a
deer, which they dressed, and then roasted it whole; which made them a full
meal. We were each allowed a share of their venison, and some bread, so that we
made a good meal also.
[2.30]
Having spent three nights and two days at that place, and the storm having
ceased, early in the morning the whole company, consisting of twelve Indians,
four Frenchmen, the young man, the little boy and myself, moved on at a moderate
pace without an Indian behind us to deceive our pursuers.
[see above, 2.]
[2.31]
In the afternoon we came in sight of
[2.32]
At the place where we halted, the Indians combed the hair of the young man, the
boy and myself, and then painted our faces and hair red, in the finest Indian
style. We were then conducted into the fort, where we received a little bread,
and were then shut up and left to tarry alone through the night.
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