Instructor's note--updates: Ellen’s mother has died (implied by a long silence from overseas, never directly revealed). As in other antebellum women’s novels, family breakdown leads to an alternative family of relatives and intimates. Ellen follows Ellen grows close to the Van Brunts, but Mr. Van Brunt falls in the barn and breaks his leg. Ellen spends time with (John's insistence on Ellen calling him brother gets weird, esp. when their interest in each other appears more amorous. Romanticism, with its glorification of childhood vision, often confuses these relations, but sometimes positively, as in Margaret Fuller's revision of marital relations in terms of sibling relations.) Chapter 39 is included for the following reasons: 1. Exquisite domestic setting depicting Ellen’s reconstructed family circle, which corresponds to the group’s talk of heavenly reunion with loved ones. (Elizabeth Stuart Phelps’s 1868 novel The Gates Ajar would depict heaven as a 19c American suburban utopia in which the deceased politely call on one another.) 2. References to John Bunyan’s allegorical proto-novel The Pilgrim’s Progress (1678), which Wide, Wide World resembles as a conversion narrative. 3. References to literature and astronomy, about which Dr. White wrote his dissertation . . .
from Chapter 39 Now is the
pleasant time,
[39.1] WHEN Ellen
came out of
[39.2] "Oh, we are
going to have tea out of doors, aren't we!" said Ellen. "I'm very glad. What a
lovely evening, isn't it? Just look at pussy, will you,
[39.3]
"I thought you were doing the very best thing you possibly
could, Ellie, my dear. How do you do?"
[39.4]
"Oh, nicely now! Where's Mr. John? I hope he won't ask for my
last drawing tonight,—I want to fix the top of that tree before he sees it."
[39.5] "Fix
the top of your tree, you little Yankee?" said
[39.6] "Well, what
shall I say?" said
Ellen laughing. "I am sorry that is Yankee, for I suppose one must speak
English.—I want to do something to my tree, then.—Where is he,
[39.7]
"He is gone down to Mr. Van Brunt's, to see how he is, and to
speak to Miss Fortune about you on his way back." . . . [39.8] The whole wall of trees was in shadow when the little family sat down to table; but there was still the sun-lit picture behind; and there was another kind of sunshine in every face at the table. Quietly happy the whole four, or at least the whole three, were; first, in being together,—after that, in all things besides. Never was tea so refreshing, or bread and butter so sweet, or the song of birds so delightsome. When the birds were gone to their nests, the cricket and grasshopper and tree-toad and katy-did, and nameless other songsters, kept up a concert,—nature's own,—in delicious harmony with woods and flowers, and summer breezes and evening light.
[39.9]
Ellen's cup of enjoyment was running over. From one beautiful
thing to another her eye wandered,—from one joy to another her thoughts
went,—till her full heart fixed on the God who had made and given them all, and
that Redeemer whose blood had been their purchase-money. From the dear friends
beside her, the best-loved she had in the world, she thought of the one dearer
yet from whom death had separated her;—yet living still,—and to whom death would
restore her, thanks to Him who had burst the bonds of death and broken the gates
of the grave, and made a way for his ransomed to pass over. And the thought of
Him was the joyfullest of all!
[39.10]
"You look happy, Ellie," said her adopted brother.
[39.11]
"So I am," said Ellen, smiling a very bright smile.
[39.12]
"What are you thinking about?"
[39.13]
But John saw it would not do to press his question.
[39.14]
"You remind me," said he, "of some old fairy story that my
childish ears received, in which the fountains of the sweet and bitter waters of
life were said to stand very near each other, and to mingle their streams but a
little way from their source. Your tears and smiles seem to be brothers and
sisters;—whenever we see one we may be sure the other is not far off."
[39.15] "My dear
Jack," said
[39.16]
"I wish they were," said John, sighing and smiling;—"but my
last words had nothing to do with my simile as you call it." [39.17] When tea was over, and Margery had withdrawn the things and taken away the table, they still lingered in their places. It was far too pleasant to go in. Mr. Humphreys [Alice’s & John’s father, a minister] moved his chair to the side of the house, and throwing a handkerchief over his head to defend him from the mosquitoes, a few of which were buzzing about, he either listened, meditated, or slept;—most probably one of the two latter for the conversation was not very loud nor very lively; it was happiness enough merely to breathe so near each other. The sun left the distant fields and hills; soft twilight stole through the woods, down the gap, and over the plain; the grass lost its green; the wall of trees grew dark and dusky; and very faint and dim showed the picture that was so bright a little while ago.
[39.18]
As they sat quite
silent, listening to what nature had to say to them, or letting fancy and memory
take their way, the silence was broken—hardly broken—by the distinct far-off cry
of a whip-poor-will [bird
with a call like its name].
Alice grasped her brother's arm, and they remained motionless, while it came
nearer, nearer,—then quite near,—with its clear, wild, shrill, melancholy note
sounding close by them again and again,—strangely, plaintively, then leaving the
lawn, it was heard further and further off, till the last faint
"whip-poor-will," in the far distance, ended its pretty interlude. It was almost
too dark to read faces, but the eyes of the brother and sister had sought each
other and remained fixed till the bird was out of hearing; then
[39.19] "Sometimes, John," said
[39.20]
Her brother's lips were instantly pressed to her forehead.
[39.21]
"I may say to
you, Alice, as Colonel Gardiner said to his wife, 'we have an eternity to spend
together!'" [James
Gardiner (1688-1745) converted after a wild youth; Scots soldier fought for
British, wounded at
[39.22] "I wonder,"
said
[39.23]
"Few people, I believe," said her brother, "would come
exactly under that description; most flatter themselves with a vague hope of
reunion after death."
[39.24]
"But that is a miserable hope—very different from ours."
[39.25]
"Very different indeed!—and miserable; for it can only
deceive; but ours is sure. 'Them that sleep in Jesus will God bring with him.' "
[39.26]
"Precious!"
said
[39.27]
"Well!" said Mr. Humphreys, rousing himself,—"I am going in!
These mosquitoes have half eaten me up. Are you going to sit there all night?"
[39.28] "We are
thinking of it, papa," said
[39.29]
He went in, and was heard calling Margery for a light.
[39.30] They had
better lights on the lawn.
The stars
began to peep out through the soft blue, and as the blue grew deeper they came
out more and brighter, till all heaven was hung with lamps. But that was not
all. In the eastern horizon, just above the low hills that bordered the far side
of the plain, a white light, spreading and growing and brightening, promised the
moon, and promised that she would rise very splendid; and even before she came
began to throw a faint luster over the landscape.
All eyes were
fastened, and exclamations burst, as the first silver edge showed itself, and
the moon rapidly rising looked on them with her whole broad bright face;
lighting up not only their faces and figures but the wide country view that was
spread out below, and touching most beautifully the trees in the edge of the
gap, and faintly the lawn; while the wall of wood stood in deeper and blacker
shadow than ever.
[39.31]
"Isn't that beautiful!" said Ellen.
[39.32] "Come round
here, Ellie," said John;—"
[39.33]
"When?" said Ellen.
[39.34]
"When I asked you—"
[39.35]
"Oh, I know,—I remember. I was thinking—"
[39.36]
"Well?"—
[39.37]
"I was thinking—do you want me to tell you?"
[39.38]
"Unless you would rather not."
[39.39]
"I was thinking about Jesus Christ,"
said Ellen in a low tone.
[39.40]
"What about him, dear Ellie?" said her brother, drawing her
closer to his side.
[39.41] "Different
things,—I was thinking of what he said about little children—and about
what he said, you
know,—'In my Father's house are many mansions;'—and I was thinking that mamma
was there and I thought that we all—"
[39.42]
Ellen could get no further. . . .
[39.43] For a
little while each was busy with his own meditations.
The moon meanwhile, rising higher and
higher, poured a flood of light through the gap in the woods before them, and
stealing among the trees here and there lit up a spot of ground under their deep
shadow. The distant picture lay in mazy brightness. All was still, but the
ceaseless chirrup of insects and gentle flapping of leaves; the summer air just
touched their cheeks with the lightest breath of a kiss, sweet from distant
hay-fields, and nearer pines and hemlocks, and other of nature's numberless
perfume-boxes. The hay-harvest had been remarkably late this year.
[39.44]
"This is higher enjoyment," said John,—" than half those who
make their homes in rich houses and mighty palaces have any notion of."
[39.45]
"But cannot rich people look at the moon?" said Ellen.
[39.46]
"Yes, but the taste for pure pleasures is commonly gone when
people make a trade of pleasure." . . .
[39.47] "But I
wanted to ask something," said Ellen,—"Oh!
what is the reason the moon looks so much larger when she first gets up than she
does afterwards?"
[39.48]
"Whom are you asking?"
[39.49]
"You."
[39.50]
"And who is you? Here are two people in the moonlight."
[39.51] "Mr.
John Humphreys,—
[39.52] "You are
more shy of taking a leap than your little horse is," said John smiling,—'but I
shall bring you up to it yet.
What is the cause of the sudden enlargement of my thumb?"
[39.53]
He had drawn a small magnifying glass
from his pocket and held it between his hand and Ellen.
[39.54]
"Why it is not enlarged," said Ellen,
"it is only magnified."
[39.55]
"What do you mean by that?"
[39.56]
"Why, the glass makes it look larger."
[39.57]
"Do you know how, or why?"
[39.58]
"No."
[39.59]
He put up the glass again.
[39.60] "But what
do you mean by that?" said Ellen,—"there
is no magnifying glass between us and the moon to make
her look larger."
[39.61]
"You are sure of that?"
[39.62]
"Why yes!" said Ellen;—"I am perfectly sure; there is nothing
in the world. There she is, right up there, looking straight down upon us, and
there is nothing between."
[39.63]
"What is it that keeps up that pleasant fluttering of leaves
in the wood?"
[39.64]
"Why, the wind."
[39.65]
"And what is the wind?"
[39.66]
"It is air—air moving, I suppose."
[39.67] "Exactly. Then there
is something between us and
the moon."
[39.68]
"The air! But, Mr. John, one can see
quite clearly through the air; it doesn't make things look larger or smaller."
[39.69]
"How far do you suppose the air
reaches from us toward the moon?"
[39.70]
"Why all the way, don't it?"
[39.71]
"No—only about forty miles. If it
reached all the way there would indeed be no magnifying glass in the case."
[39.72]
"But how is it?" said Ellen. "I don't understand."
[39.73] "I cannot
tell you tonight, Ellie. There is
a long
ladder of knowledge to go up before we can get to the moon, but we will begin to
mount tomorrow, if nothing happens. Alice, you have that little book of
Conversations on Natural Philosophy, which you and I used to delight ourselves
with in old time?"
[“Natural Philosophy” is an early
term for Natural Science or, in this case, Physics and Astronomy. The moon may
look larger rising and setting than overhead b/c the denser air close to the
earth magnifies its image.]
[39.74] "Safe and
sound in the bookcase," said
[39.75]
"I have done Rollin now, though," said Ellen; "that is lucky.
I am ready for the moon."
[39.76]
This new study was begun the next day,
and Ellen took great delight in it. She would have run on too fast in her
eagerness but for the steady hand of her teacher; he obliged her to be very
thorough. This was only one of her items of business. The weeks of John's stay
were as usual not merely weeks of constant and varied delight, but of constant
and swift improvement too. . . .
[39.77]
As soon as it was decided that Mr. Van Brunt's leg was doing
well, and in a fair way to be sound again, Ellen went to see him; and after that
rarely let two days pass without going again. . . .
[39.78]
"How do you do, Mr. Van Brunt?" she said on one of these
occasions.
[39.79]
"Oh, I'm getting along, I s'pose," said he;—"getting along as
well as a man can that's lying on his back from morning to night;—prostrated, as
'Squire Dennison said his corn was t'other day."
[39.80]
"It is very tiresome, isn't it?" said Ellen.
[39.81] "It's the
tiresomest work that ever was, for a man that has two arms to be a doing
nothing, day after day. And what bothers me is the wheat in the ten-acre lot,
that ought to be
prostrated too, and ain't, nor ain't like to be, as I know, unless the rain
comes and does it. Sam and Johnny'll
[farm helpers]
make no head-way at all with it—I can
tell as well as if I see 'em." . . .
[39.82]
"What can I do for you, Mr. Van Brunt?"
[39.83]
"There ain't nothing," said he;—"I wish there was. How are
you coming along at home?"
[39.84]
"I don't know," said Ellen;—"I am not there just now, you
know; I am staying up with Miss Alice again."
[39.85]
"Oh, aye! while her brother's at home. He's a splendid man,
that young Mr. Humphreys, ain't he?"
[39.86] "Oh,
I knew that a great while
ago," said Ellen, the bright color of pleasure overspreading her face.
[39.87] "Well,
I didn't, you see, till
the other day, when he came here, very kindly, to see how I was getting on. I
wish something would bring him again. I never heerd a man talk I liked to hear
so much."
[39.88] Ellen
secretly resolved something should
bring him; and went on with a purpose she had had for some time in her mind.
[39.89] "Wouldn't it be
pleasant, while you are lying there and can do nothing,—wouldn't
you like to have me read something to you, Mr. Van Brunt?
I should like to, very much."
[39.90]
"It's just like you," said he gratefully,—"to think of that;
but I wouldn't have you be bothered with it."
[39.91]
"It wouldn't indeed. I should like it very much."
[39.92] "Well, if
you've a mind," said he;—"I can't say but it would be a kind o' comfort to keep
that grain out o' my head a while. Seems to me I have cut and housed it all
three times over already. Read just whatever you have a mind to. If you was to
go over a last year's almanac, it would
be as good as a fiddle to me."
[39.93]
"I'll
do better for you than that, Mr. Van Brunt," said Ellen, laughing in high glee
at having gained her point.—She
had secretly brought her
Pilgrim's Progress with her, and now with marvelous satisfaction drew it
forth.
[39.94]
"I ha'n't been as much of a reader as I had ought to," said
Mr. Van Brunt, as she opened the book and turned to the first page;—"but,
however, I understand my business pretty well and a man can't be everything to
once. Now let's hear what you've got there."
[39.95] With a
throbbing heart, Ellen began; and read, notes and all, till the sound of
tramping hoofs and
[39.96]
From that time Ellen was diligent in her attendance on him.
That she might have more time for reading than the old plan gave her, she set
off by herself alone some time before the others, of course riding home with
them. It cost her a little sometimes, to forego so much of their company; but
she never saw the look of grateful pleasure with which she was welcomed without
ceasing to regret her self-denial.
[39.97] How Ellen
blessed those notes as she went on with her reading! They said exactly what she
wanted Mr. Van Brunt to hear, and in the best way, and were too short and simple
to interrupt the interest of the story. After a while she ventured to ask if she
might read him a chapter in the Bible. He agreed very readily; owning "he hadn't
ought to be so long without reading one as he had been." Ellen then made it a
rule to herself, without asking any more questions, to end every reading with a
chapter in the Bible; and she carefully sought out those that might be most
likely to take hold of his judgment or feelings. They took hold of her own very
deeply, by the means; what was strong, or tender, before, now seemed to her too
mighty to be withstood and
Ellen read
not only with her lips but with her whole heart the precious words, longing that
they might come with their just effect upon Mr. Van Brunt's mind.
[39.98]
Once as she
finished reading the tenth chapter of John, a favorite chapter
[concerning Jesus as the Good
Shepherd], which between her
own feeling of it and her strong wish for him had moved her even to tears, she
cast a glance at his face to see how he took it. His head was a little turned to
one side, and his eyes closed; she thought he was asleep. Ellen was very much
disappointed. She sank her head upon her book and prayed that a time might come
when he would know the worth of those words. The touch of his hand startled her.
[39.99]
"What is the matter?" said he. "Are you tired?"
[39.100]
"No," said Ellen looking hastily up;—"Oh, no! I'm not tired."
[39.101]
"But what ails you?" said the astonished Mr. Van Brunt; "what
have you been a crying for? what's the matter?"
[39.102]
"Oh, never mind," said Ellen, brushing her hand over her
eyes, —"it's no matter."
[39.103] "Yes, but I
want to know," said Mr. Van Brunt;—"you shan't have anything to vex you that
I can help; what is
it?"
[39.104] "It is
nothing, Mr. Van Brunt," said Ellen, bursting into tears again,—"only I thought
you were asleep—I—I thought you didn't care enough about the Bible to keep
awake—I want so much
that you should be a Christian!"
[39.105]
He half groaned and turned his head away.
[39.106]
"What makes you wish that so much?" said he after a minute or
two.
[39.107]
"Because I want you to be happy," said Ellen,—"and I know you
can't without."
[39.108]
"Well, I am pretty tolerable happy," said he;—"as happy as
most folks I guess."
[39.109]
"But I want you to be happy when you die, too," said Ellen "I
want to meet you in heaven "
[39.110]
"I hope I will go there, surely," said he gravely,—"when the
time comes."
[39.111]
Ellen was uneasily silent, not knowing what to say.
[39.112] "I ain't as
good as I ought to be," said he presently, with a half sigh;—"I ain't good
enough to go to heaven—I wish I was. You
are, I do believe."
[39.113]
"I! oh no, Mr. Van Brunt, do not say that;—I am not good at
all—I am full of wrong things."
[39.114]
"Well I wish I was full of wrong things too, in the same
way," said he.
[39.115]
"But I am," said Ellen,—"whether you will believe it or not.
Nobody is good, Mr. Van Brunt. But Jesus Christ has died for us,—and if we ask
him he will forgive us, and wash away our sins, and teach us to love him, and
make us good, and take us to be with him in heaven. Oh, I wish you would ask
him!" she repeated with an earnestness that went to his heart. "I don't believe
any one can be very happy that doesn't love him."
[39.116] "Is that
what makes you happy?"
said he.
[39.117]
"I have a great many things to make me happy," said Ellen
soberly,—"but that is the greatest of all. It always makes me happy to think of
him, and it makes everything else a thousand times pleasanter. I wish you knew
how it is, Mr. Van Brunt."
[39.118]
He was silent for a little, and disturbed, Ellen thought.
[39.119] "Well!"
said he at length,—"'t’aint the folks that thinks themselves the best that
is the best always;—if
you ain't good I should like to know what goodness is.
There's somebody that thinks
you be," said he a minute or two afterwards, as the horses were heard coming to
the gate,
[39.120]
"No, she knows me better than that," said Ellen.
[39.121] "It isn't
any she that I mean,"
said Mr. Van Brunt.—"There's somebody else out there, ain't there?"
[39.122]
"Who?" said Ellen,—"Mr. John?—Oh, no indeed he don't. It was
only this morning he was telling me of something I did that was wrong."—Her eyes
watered as she spoke.
[39.123] "He must
have mighty sharp eyes, then," said Mr. Van Brunt,—"for it beats all
my powers of seeing things."
[39.124]
"And so he has," said Ellen, putting on her bonnet,—"He
always knows what I am thinking of just as well as if I told him. Good-by!"
[39.125]
"Good-by," said he;—"I ha'n't forgotten what you've been
saying, and I don't mean to."
[39.126]
How full of sweet pleasure was the ride home! . . .
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