October 2, 2011 I
enrolled in this course with the hope for a guided exploration to readings that
humanize history. As a cross-cultural studies student, the history of all people
is not only of great interest to me but necessary to better understand world
cultures. Traditional history courses, however, seem to dehumanize events and I
feel that I cannot relate to past events if studied in those rather dry terms.
As an undergraduate student I took twelve hours of humanities, but none sparked
as much interest as Dr. Shreerekha Subramanian's approach to teaching Basic
Texts III. The texts assigned to that class planted a seed of curiosity
regarding other texts that might help me learn about historical events. I wanted
more Edwidge Danticat, more Junot Diaz, and more Wole Soyinca. I wanted to feel
uncomfortable and enraged and educated about historical events in places away
from me. One concern I did make myself aware of was that it would be inevitable
that in reading such books I would likely get only one perspective of the
events, as is the case in traditional history courses. The idea of reading texts
in dialogue appealed as the most appropriate solution to this dilemma, and this
course has thus far done exactly that- present narratives from both sides, the
colonizer and the colonized. Both colonial and post-colonial texts are
unapologetic, and being personal narratives it is most appropriate that it be
so. This is what I most admired of all the writers I've discovered (although I
know they were already there; forgive a small colonial attitude). Historicism is
what I did not know I was looking for when I completed Basic Texts III. I wanted
history intertwined in written art. Historical narratives are not meant to be an
apology, but rather a brief revival of what once was.
Jamaica Kincaid's "A Small Place" bitterly mourns a brutal eradication of
Antigua’s' history and traditions as a result of England's colonization. Her
nostalgia is evident in the angst of her writing- the angst knowing a tragic
loss that goes ignored. Kincaid mourns a culture lost and points out that
North Americans see England differently from how she sees it. She writes, "what
I see is the millions of people, of whom I am just one, made orphans: no
motherland, no fatherland, no gods, no mounds of earth for holy ground, [...]
and worst and most painful of all, no tongue" (94). But we can see it. We
see it in Daniel Defoe's Robinson Crusoe.
We see Friday's beliefs wiped away by Crusoe's Christianity (Defoe, 171). We see
that "The temple of Imra will do for the Lodge room" (Kipling, 2.34). We see
humans beings listed among trinkets for sale (Defoe, 32). Kincaid asks, "Do you
ever wonder why some people blow things up? [...] Do you ever try to understand
why people like me cannot get over the past, cannot forgive and cannot forget?"
(93). The truth is that without writings like hers, one can wonder, but
never come close to understanding what Antigua (or any other colony)
experienced; Literature is the only disciple that can humanize a nation.
In a Theories of Cultural Diversity course I learned about pigmentocracy- a
hierarchy based on skin color. In this color based hierarchy, those with the
darkest skin are at the lowest end of the hierarchy and those with the lightest
skin atop. Evidence of pigmentocracy is in all the readings for this course, and
best illustrated in the handout regarding Colonial Oaxaca in Mexico. African
slaves, indigenous natives, and the European were all subjected to the
sistema de castas (caste system) developed by the rulers of New Spain after
sexual relations between all three groups resulted in "people of mixed ancestry
[that was] not supposed to exist." This stratification system made "whiteness" a
desired trait. "The strategy for upward mobility called for choosing a marriage
partner who was light-skinned enough for the priest to decide that both spouses
belonged in a “high-ranking casta."” Reading this, Kincaid's voice echoes "and
all the laws [...] mysteriously favor you..." (94). Lucy notices Mariah's blue
eyes "which [she] would have found beautiful even if [she] hadn't read millions
of books in which blue eyes were always accompanied by the word
"beautiful"" (39). What is "whiteness" to us? Is it beauty, status, and wealth
as the texts illustrate? I think that without the need for a college education
one can see that this is true today still. The privilege that comes with having
white skin cannot be denied even today (although we have to be careful with this
generalization, for six million Jews were murdered not too long ago). I don't
feel that it is appropriate to look at these texts and be appalled at the
explicit racism, when racism is all around us today. Yet when I read of the
"savages," "poor creatures," or the ones who "aren't niggers", all gunned down,
sold, or traded, it is impossible not to feel enraged.
Kincaid gets "angry" at us for not seeing the atrocities of what England did.
Although our interpretation of the world is limited to our own experiences, we
have to be honest with ourselves and wonder how much of it is that we choose to
not know about or not see. We can cling to Literature and allow current events
to go unaddressed, only to become inspirations for future Somali, Iraqi,
Guatemalan, or Romanian writers. Or, we can question our media, our
representatives, our professors-we can question ourselves. Of the American
couple Lucy notices that "they made no connection between their comforts and the
decline of the world that lay before them" (72). I want to be quick to separate
myself from Lucy's perception of Americans and scream that I care and that I
will do whatever I can to better the circumstances of others, but I fear that
Lucy would be quicker to point out that "if all the things [I] wanted to save in
the world were saved, [I] might find [myself] in reduced circumstances" (73). I
fear that I am one of the subscribers to the paper in Kipling's story, a
subscriber who needs to be sheltered when "the sickness really breaks out, and
the less recording and reporting the better for [me]" (1.32). Is what’s going on
in the other parts of the world really an "inconvenience" to us? Should we
understand Kincaid? Should we attempt to feel the vulnerability that Derek
Walcott expresses when he writes that "The night was white. There was nowhere to
hide"? To question this is already a separation of oneself from the “other.”
Edward Said uses the term Orientalism to illustrate a Western attitude of
superiority towards the non-Western;
it is a perception of the non-Western world as exotic and mysterious, but
inferior nonetheless (Andrea Smith). Kincaid certainly resents and points out
this attitude. I, "a tourist," will never know the Antigua that Kincaid herself
was not allowed to know. Kipling's writing declares that "Native States were
created by Providence in order to supply picturesque scenery, tigers, and tall
writing. They are the dark places of the earth..." (Kipling, 1.22); this would
not console Kincaid but rather inflame a response. Kincaid would reply that
"Even if [she] really came from people who were living like monkeys in trees, it
was better to be that than what happened to [her], what [she] became after [she]
met [the colonizer]" (94). But Defoe's Crusoe would perhaps make one more
attempt to get Kincaid to see the goodwill of the colonizers that rescued her
from "whole nations of Negroes" where one was sure to "be dovour'd by savage
beasts, or more merciless savages of human kind" (21).
If Literature humanizes history, we cannot dismiss the tyrants of history by not
hearing (or reading) their voices. Having enjoyed Aravind Adiga's The White
Tiger and Edwidge Danticat's The Dew Breaker served me as a reminder
that it is human beings who are the torturers, the murderers, the oppressors.
Both Adiga and Danticat make the oppressors the protagonists because it is
the only way to understand what made them do what they did (one cheats, steals,
and murders as a way up and out from the bottom of a caste system, and the other
is a prison guard/torturer for the Duvalier dictatorship). In Colonial and
Post-colonial studies it is just as important that we recognize these villains
too. As discussed in class, Kipling's Daniel Dravot and Peachy Carnahan are not
heroic but rather despicable. Nonetheless, they represent the cravings for
power, glory, and resources that drove the colonial empires. In almost every
page of Kipling's writing we encounter murder and the use of weapons to subdue a
people through fear and violence (echoes of genocide and militarism). How do we,
the readers, become hoodwinked by the absurdity of their (Dravot and Carnahan)
speech and ideas to the point that the story becomes surreal? The effects of
colonization though, are very real and live on through the generations.
The daffodils in Kincaid's Lucy literally made me gasp and realize that I
myself am a transnational migrant with a memory too familiar to Lucy's. In 1992
I myself was ten years old living in Mexico when the 500 anniversary of
Cristobal Colon's arrival was celebrated. The whole school had to memorize a
song about that wonderful day when a brave man rescued us from our ancestors the
cannibals, the savages, los indios. I have very vague memories of that
day. I remember hundreds of us marching in place to the joyous tune, each of us
trying to sing louder than our friends around us. I only remember a small piece
of that song; a song so cheery that I would not be surprised if most of us were
struggling not to dance. That day was filled with re-enactments and poems and
songs about La Conquista, but I only vividly remember myself screaming
that song. Unlike Lucy when she refused to sing in the choir, I sang as loud as
I could. It took me two decades and Kincaid' book to be able to understand how
that day we celebrated genocide, famine, and war. I am not enraged like Lucy,
but I am upset that we as children were deceived into singing a story so distant
from what actually happened. I too have now turned a childhood memory into "a
scene of conquered and conquests; a scene of brutes masquerading as angels and
angel portrayed as brutes" (30).
In her 2009 Midterm submission, Chrisoula Mouliatis writes that Lucy's angry
reaction to the daffodils "was not a hatred for Mariah, the daffodils
themselves, or even Wordsworth that skewed her vision of the flower, it was the
principle behind the poem." I agree with Mouliatis but I am confused when she
writes that "It was required of [Lucy] to memorize the poem by people who wanted
to change her and made her feel as if she could never be good enough, but
knowing this poem might help her chances." I don't understand if she means that
the English actually intended to increase Lucy's life chances by imposing
British poetry on her, or if Mouliatis means that Lucy was only supposed to be
fooled and believe that British poetry would indeed increase Lucy's life
chances. Regardless, I think both Mouliatis and I would agree that
Western academia was imposed so severely to the colony that instead of planting
a seed for knowledge, a seed of resentment was planted. "You loved knowledge,"
Kincaid writes, "and wherever you went you made sure to build a school, a
library (yes, and in both of these places you distorted or erased my history and
glorified your own)" (94). Western art is still glorified today, preferred even
from non-Western. As an undergraduate student I was bothered that even the great
works of Literature were severed into two categories: Western and Non-Western. I
feel that a disservice is done to students by not presenting all great texts as
one accomplishment of human kind, but perhaps it is a reminiscence of a colonial
attitude that has yet to pass.
Reading Texts in Dialogue forces us to question our responses to the readings,
the actions of the protagonists, and our own history. We learn to acknowledge
that history is like Maude in Lucy: to some Maude may be an example of
greatness, but a "personal jailer" to others. Although I have to admit that I
was very intimidated at the beginning of the semester because everyone else's
literary background is so extensive that I was sure I would feel alienated all
semester long, I am very glad to have enrolled in this class and I am sincerely
looking forward to the rest of what I know will be semester rich with learning.
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