LITR 5731: Seminar in American Minority Literature
University of Houston-Clear Lake, Fall 2001
Sample Student Midterm

Linda Higginbotham
Seminar in American Minority Literature
October, 2001

SEARCH FOR PERSONAL FREEDOM

Many minority authors write about an individual's search for self which culminates in the realization of personal freedom. This has been an important theme in African-American literature beginning with the slave narratives to modern poetry and prose. The concept of freedom has a myriad of meanings which encompasses national political liberty to an individual's own personal freedom. Personal freedom is the ability to ignore societal and familial influences to find the true sense of self. Individuals are truly liberated when they are physically, mentally, and spiritually free. Sense of self is the enlightenment we possess when we psychologically realize and accept our true qualities and limitations. Attaining personal freedom is not a simple affair. It is a lifelong journey which is tedious and demanding with obstacles and setbacks which must be conquered. The search for personal freedom is exemplified in the following three novels, Incidents in the Life of a Slave Girl by Harriet Jacobs, Song of Solomon by Toni Morrison, and Push by Sapphire. The main protagonists, Linda Brent, Milkman and Precious, respectively, achieve personal freedom through attainment of knowledge, by confronting their families, and by overcoming the prejudices of society. Moreover, although the search for personal freedom is an individual journey, it cannot be achieved without assistance.

Knowledge is a primary factor in the attainment of personal freedom. This includes not only scholarly education but also awareness of historical heritage and familial legacy. Henry Louis Gates, Jr., in his introduction to The Classic Slave Narratives, states that "[t]he narratives of ex-slaves are, for the literary critic, the very foundation upon which most subsequent Afro-American fictional and nonfictional narrative forms are based" (Gates xii). Through their fiction, Morrison and Sapphire build upon this foundation. Moreover, to discover one's true self, a person has to understand his or her past. Morrison believes that the search for personal freedom begins with healing and rebirth which she defines as "rememory." Linden Peach in Toni Morrison refers to rememory as "the basic concept...is that memories have a physical existence beyond the minds of the individuals in whom they originate: it is possible to bump into and have another person's memory" (Peach 101). The fact that African-Americans were held in human bondage cannot be forgotten; it has to be remembered and passed on through rememory. Moreover, literacy gives minority cultures a voice to reach out to others with encouragement and hope.

Literacy was important to Linda Brent because, before she could procure mental and spiritual freedom, she had to escape her cruel master. As Gates states, "the slave who learned to read and write was the first to run away" and that "[i]n literacy lay true freedom for the black slave" (Gates ix). Linda Brent was fortunate that her first master taught her to read and write. However, this was a dangerous skill for a slave to possess because literacy meant power. The ability to understand the concept of freedom enhanced slaves' desire to escape from their oppressive masters. In Song of Solomon, Macon Dead, Sr. is plagued by his illiteracy. Pilate said, "[h]e should have let me teach him. Everything bad that ever happened to him happened because he couldn't read. Got his name messed up cause he couldn't read" (Morrison 53). In addition, Macon Dead, Sr. lost his land because he signed a document that he could not read.

Furthermore, literacy is a means for poverty-stricken African-American youth to escape from the ghettos and attain their personal freedom. In Push, it is possible that Precious would not have survived to adulthood without literacy. She believes that school is going to save her (Sapphire 35). "[S]ure you can do anything when you talking or writing, it's not like living when you can only do what you doing" (3). By writing their stories, Linda and Precious begin to heal. The horrors that they have bottled up inside are able to be expelled through their writing. When Precious is ready to surrender, she told Ms. Rains:

I don't have nothing to write today--maybe never. Hammer in my heart now, beating me, I feel like my blood a giant river swell up inside me and I'm drowning. My head all dark inside. Feel like giant river I never cross in front me now. Ms. Rain say, You not writing Precious. I say I drownin' in river. She don't look me like I'm crazy but say, If you just sit there the river gonna rise up drown you! Writing could be the boat carry you to the other side. One time in your journal you told me you had never really told your story. I think telling your story git you over that river Precious (97).

Moreover, Linda and Precious are able to assist other African-Americans in their rememories.

In contrast, Milkman has a high school education which he took for granted. For Milkman to achieve personal freedom, he needs to search for his ancestral roots. Milkman's father, Macon Dead, Jr., denies Milkman his rememories because Macon assumes that achieving the American Dream means erasing his past. However, as stated above, Morrison believes Milkman has to remember; he has to know his past in order to know his self. His father taught him that Athe one important thing you'll ever need to know: Own things. And let the things you own own other things. Then you'll own yourself and other people too@ (Morrison 55). Macon falsely leads Milkman to believe that "You'll be free. Money is freedom Macon. The only real freedom there is" (163). Milkman buys into his father's fallacy as he too frantically searches for the gold that will supposedly set him free. Up to this point, Milkman is only concerned with drinking, sex and hanging out with his buddies. However, he eventually realizes that money will not satisfy what is missing from his life. He therefore, begins his search for his sense of self. Milkman metamorphosizes after his journey into his ancestral history which gave him the means to become personally free.

A second element essential for personal freedom is the ability to break familial ties that hinder or restrain us on our individual journeys. Milkman, Linda, and Precious each had the courage to leave their families to discover their sense of self. Everyone is affected by childhood events, but it is important that these incidents do not prohibit us from discovering our true selves. David Willbern in "Reading After Freud" states that "[p]atterns of expectation, satisfaction and frustration in early life provide templates for the gradual construction and emergence of self" (Willbern 160). Linda, Milkman, and Precious each aspire to evolve from their childhood nightmares to actualize their personal freedom.

Linda is physically and psychologically oppressed by her white masters, and she desperately apprehends that she and her children have to escape. In order to go North, Linda has to separate herself from the security and love of her family. Instead of offering encouragement, Linda's grandmother tells her "do you want to kill your old grandmother? Do you mean to leave your little, helpless babies?" (Jacobs 417). When Linda decides to leave, her family, "despairing of my having a chance to escape, they advised me to return to my master, ask his forgiveness, and let him make an example of me" (424). Understandably, Linda's family's actions are based on fear; however, Linda has to defy them because her only chance for freedom is to escape. In contrast, Milkman and Precious are oppressed, not by a white master, but by their own families.

Although Milkman lived in the Twentieth-Century and is not physically a slave, he is repressed by his family. Milkman's parents love him; however, Morrison refers to their love as an "anaconda love" as they squeeze the life out of Milkman and leave little room for growth and maturity. Ruth Dead is so possessive of Milkman that she continues to breast-feed him long after he should have been weaned as "his legs [were] dangling almost to the floor" (Morrison 13). When Freddie caught them in the act, Milkman "had been rechristened with a name he was never able to shake ..." (15). In addition, Macon Dead, Jr. wants to model his son in his own image. Milkman feels trapped. He defies his father through his sexual relationship with Hagar as he unconsciously seeks to become part of Pilate's free-spirited family. He becomes lackadaisical; he is tired of Hagar and bored with his life. "Boredom, which had begun as a mild infection, now took him over completely" (90). Milkman has to escape to find personal freedom. As Milkman gains knowledge through his travels to Danville and Shalimar, he recognizes that he resembles his grandfather more than his father. When Milkman leaves his family and discovers his ancestral roots, which was denied him by his father, he is finally able to understand himself.

On the other hand, Precious was mentally, physically, and sexually abused by her parents. Her abuse began when she was three years old and continued until she fled at 16. In second grade, her peers began to make jokes and ridicule her, and Precious began to "just sit there, it's like I paralyze or some shit. I don't move. I can't move." (Sapphire 36). Precious thinks that she is invisible to others because she feels "so stupid sometimes. So ugly, worth nuffin'" (34). "What it take for my muver to see me? Sometimes I wish I was not alive" (32). Precious is a slave to her mother; she "feel like killing Mama" (59). However, she overcame her familial obstacles which allowed her to begin her journey to personal freedom. It is a turning point for Precious when she delivers her father's second child, Abdul. She realizes that, despite her parents, she is valuable. Precious is Abdul's mother, and he needs her to succeed to survive. Precious will endure, although it will be an uphill struggle all her life, but she just has to keep on pushing and forging ahead to discover her personal freedom.

Another ingredient needed to attain personal freedom is liberty from societal oppression. It is a more difficult struggle for African-Americans to achieve personal freedom than members of the dominant culture. There has always been a segment of "white America" that diligently attempts to hinder African-Americans' progression to find a free voice as a group and as individuals.

After Linda escapes slavery, she continues to be oppressed by others. "Being in servitude to the Anglo-Saxon race,...every where I found manifestations of that cruel prejudice, which so discourages the feelings, and represses the energies of the colored people" (Jacobs 491). Moreover, Linda finds prejudice from within her own people of color because they possess a lighter skin tone than her. Linda states:

This was the climax! I found it hard to preserve my self-control, when I looked round, and saw women who were nurses, as I was, and only one shade lighter in complexion, eyeing me with a defiant look, as if my presence were a contamination. However, I said nothing (491).

Nevertheless, on other occasions, Linda did stand up for herself:

Finding I was resolved to stand up for my rights, they concluded to treat me well. Let every colored man and woman do this, and eventually we shall cease to be trampled under foot by our oppressors (492).

Like Precious, Linda's road to personal freedom would always be a fierce struggle.

Unfortunately, Precious was also oppressed by the society in which she resided. The school authorities think that she is not worth saving, so they do not give her a chance to succeed. They ignore the signs of abuse (such as Precious urinating in the classroom). In second grade, the principal told Precious' teacher to "[f]ocus on the ones who can learn" (Sapphire 37). When Precious has her father's child at 12 years old, nobody rescues her. The police question her, but since she is afraid, she does not respond, so they wash their hands of her. The counselor, Ms. Weiss, also fails Precious by not gaining her trust. Precious is then left to rescue herself. Instead of prostituting herself for drugs or money, Precious chooses to continue to better herself through her schooling.

Unlike Linda and Precious, Milkman belongs to the segregated society in which he lives; therefore, he does not feel the brunt of prejudice. He knows nothing of the world outside his neighborhood. It is only through Guitar that Milkman recognizes that a black man is not always safe. Guitar tells Milkman that:

There are no innocent white people, because every one of them is a potential nigger-killer, if not an actual one. You think Hitler surprised them? You think just because they went to war they thought he was a freak? Hitler's the most natural white man in the world. He killed Jews and Gypsies because he didn't have us. Can you see those Klansmen shocked by him? No, you can't. (Morrison 155).

Guitar also explains to Milkman how the judicial system cannot protect him because "the judge, the jury, the court, are legally bound to ignore anything a Negro has to say" (160). Milkman revealed his naivety when he asked Reverend Cooper why nobody was arrested for murdering his grandfather (232). When Milkman arrived in Shalimar, he is out of his element. Here he is "unknown, unloved, and damn near killed" (270). Milkman comprehends that his material possessions and money are of no use to him in Shalimar.

His watch and two hundred dollars would be of no help out here, where all a man had was what he was born with, or had learned to use. And endurance. Eyes, ears, nose, taste, touch--and some other sense that he knew he did not have: an ability to separate out, of all the things there were to sense, the one that life itself might depend on. (277).

However, in Shalimar, Milkman felt "connected, as though there was some cord or pulse or information they shared" (293). Milkman realizes that back home he felt a sense of false security. In Shalimar, with his own people he is at ease to find his self and his personal freedom.

Although the road to personal freedom is an individual journey, we need assistance to arrive at our destination. Pilate, as well as the people of Danville and Shalimar, are instrumental in Milkman's learning about his history through which he finds his true identity which sets him free. Moreover, Guitar teaches Milkman about the real world and all of its perverted prejudices. It would have been extremely difficult for Linda to escape slavery if her first mistress had not taught her to read and write. In addition, for Linda to succeed in the North, she depended on her white employers and abolitionist helpers for her livelihood. Through Precious' story, Sapphire is determined to tell the world what reality is to some young African-American girls. It is society's responsibility to acknowledge children in abusive situations and to insure that they receive the education they need. Ms. Rains was able to influence Precious and the other girls by encouraging them to become literate and to express themselves through their writing. The support groups such as the Body Positive and Incest Survivors also assisted Precious in her search for herself and personal freedom.

Pilate is the strongest character of the three works herein discussed because she attained her personal freedom at an early age. "As a natural child, free to follow her own inclinations, Pilate relishes her freedom, roaming over her father's farm and the surrounding forests" (Carmean 54). She intimately understands her true self, and she dismisses anyone who disapproves of her lifestyle. She is not restricted by a job as she is self-employed making and selling bootleg liquor. Pilate is a natural women who is honest and guilt-free (56). She is also accepting of others and welcomes Milkman into her life in spite of her strained relationship with her brother. Pilate lived with no regrets; she is free and happy with her life, her family, and herself. Family and society are not allowed to restrain her free spirit.

We can achieve personal freedom as Pilate did by acquiring knowledge, confronting familial restrictions and overcoming societal prejudices. Through our own experiences, as well as with the guidance of others, we are able to find our own sense of self which enables us to accept who we are as individuals. The characters discussed herein all had a turning point in their lives when they realized that there was something missing. They chose to remedy the situation, unlike other characters (such as Ruth Deadman, Macon Deadman, Jr., Hagar, Guitar, and Precious' parents), who are not strong enough to pursue their own enlightenment. They remain stagnant in the quagmire of their self-pity and fear which prevents them from finding the contentment that personal freedom offers. The ultimate decision is an individual choice. We learn from Linda, Milkman, and Precious that we cannot let parental, societal, or cultural oppression keep us from being physically, mentally, and emotionally free. While Milkman's realization of his personal freedom came as his life ended, Linda and Precious, were still in the process of pursuing their personal freedom. The route to personal freedom is not an easy one, but we must persevere. The old Chinese proverb that Ms. Rains taught Precious should be remembered, "The longest journey begins with a single step" (Sapphire 49).

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